Finally came, face to face...

It happened! the day I thought that wouldn't come....I finally get to see Justin again, well I've seen him on the field of course.... but now in person! face to face!

After practice ended, all the boys went into the locker rooms. While they were in there, Britta and I stood and waited for Justin. I was like jumping, so Britta tried calming me down. But her attempts failed. I was overwhelmed with joy. If my heart could, I'm sure it would be beating like a drum.

Some of the boys started coming out. I was mentally melting away. Then there he was! Justin! He's like five steps away from me! 4.....3.....2.....wait what? He walked right past me....didn't he see me? I'm really confused..... I was lost in my own confusions, I looked at Britta with a blank...emotionless face... The she pulled me to the side, sat me down and told me what I had missed when I died.

I couldn't believe it, right now I wish I could die all over again. But this time, not come back. When Britta told me what I have missed, I felt like I lost everything... She told me that when I was gone He never really noticed I was dead, but thought that I have been avoiding him since we don't see each other much anymore. Like I was mad at him for that... She also told me the worst news... He was dating the worst girl at our school, I didn't ever want to lose him to her!

Her name was.... Madison. She was the girl all the guys fell for, and she knew that. Madison could get any guy she wanted, and she would do the same game to all of them. The poor boys didn't even realise that she had them wrapped around her fingers... It drives me crazy! She does all of it on purpose! And now she has Justin, my Justin. Well he's not exactly mine, but he would have been...in time. I love him so much, it makes me crazy! Now of all the people I have to give him up to, I will never let her have him. No, Madison you can't! I may be dead, but you will never have him. Over my dead body! I died for him! I loved him too much it killed me! never!

I was literally heart broken, I felt it split right down the middle inside my chest. He really did ignore me though, I think that part hurt the most. I hope Justin knows that I would never do anything like that to hurt him......

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What?!

I can't believe it! I can't remember how I died!?

The next day when I finally arrived at school, I was surprised! I thought if I was a zombie I would be super slow... but I'm glad that it didn't happen to me, because even though I'm dead I still seem....living...

When i got to first hour every-one's face was in shock! It sort of scared me... I never even got this much attention when I was living. But with all attention always dies... so towards lunch time no one looked my way, like normal. Some of the other people who usually don't talk to me... where actually nice... It was different... When I sat down at my old lunch table it was empty... til five minutes later, when Britta jumps me!! I wonder if she realized that she was crying...She's hugging me so tight. If I could, I'm sure I would be suffocating. Out of everyone I know at school it seems that Britta missed me the most. Which you would think she would since she's my best friend.

After all the hugging and lunch, Britta and I decided to watch football practice later that day, since I haven't seen Justin in a while. I wonder if he's missed me or even noticed i was gone...

During the rest of the day everything was pretty normal... Teachers being teachers, assigning homework, and yes-even the dead have homework too.

School finally ended and now it was time to watch the football team have practice. I was really excited for a zombie, because I would finally get to see Justin again, after three whole weeks! When Britta and I sat down on the bleachers, I was practically bouncing in my seat with excitement. And there he was! Walking onto the field in his jersey, he was number 14! I'm so happy! Finally! Finally! finally!....

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From then...

From then.... we still talked on the chat site for zombies and texting. I got to see Justin more and more, Britta was always with me for support. Because... I'm extremely shy. Which makes Britta an awesome friend.

One of the days that we met him, he told me him and his girlfriend where having a fight. I never knew he had someone. It was kind of sad to hear. But I got over the fact that I sorta liked him and gave him advice since hes my friend, and I didn't want to see him unhappy.

It was great to hear that the two got over there fight, and were very happy. It would be a lie if I said I wasn't a bit envious. But hes my friend and I'm just happy being near him, and in hes life.

A few months past... and school started. Justin is always so busy during the school year, with football and everything. So we didn't get to see each other much; but when we did get the chance I was always so happy. One of the times I got to see him and actually hang out, we went to a movie I have been dying to see. Which made that ten times more special for me.

You would think being at the same school would help, and we would get to see each other everyday but sadly no. Our schedules are way off. When I have algebra, He would have Chemistry all the way across Willow Wood High School. It wasn't fair, I started missing him...

More months have passed... thinks were getting weird, I saw him less and less. Like he was disappearing.... Or was I? The next time I woke up was Nov. 6th. but the last time I remember going to sleep was Oct. 12th..... I've been dead for three weeks!?

To Be Continued.....A.zombie.grl

La la Land...<3

Well let me tell you how I got to met him. There's this web chat site for us zombies, we've just started talking and got to know each other little by little. We became good friends.

The First time I got to met him in person was at the mall. Of course people looked at me funny; because he's really tall and handsome, and I'm just very plain... Anyway, I had a great time. I was super excited to met him in person, but also very nervous. He was very kind to me, and made me smile every chance I could. I didn't get to see him for a very long time though, he had to be somewhere at a certain time. Even if it was for a short time, it was still sweet.

Oh! I almost forgot to tell you his name. It's Justin; he is very tall and very sweet. He has big shoulders, light brown hair, and bright blue eyes. I feel like I could get lost into his eyes, like he could see all of me. Justin was very involved at our school, Willow Wood High School. He was the quarter back on the football team; he was also in choir, he has the most amazing voice.

The summer before I died; Britta and I would be at the park, reading our 'romance novels' in the nice cool grass. Justin was texting me that day, he actually came to met Britta and I. He said he came to embrace the awkwardness. He always did sweetest things and made me laugh.

One day, we got invited by Justin to come hang out with him and his friend Collen. When we saw them they were on a park bench play their guitars and singing one of my favorite songs. Which was very sweet since Justin knew I loved that song. Britta and I were literally blown away by how amazing they were. I wished I could have stayed there forever, just the four of us. But of course, fun has to come to an end. Since my father wanted me home by 10. Dang, stupid curfews...

To Be Continued.... A.zombie.grl.